Wonder

Wonder

Why do you shut out those that you love?
Why do you lay there pretending you are the only one?
Why can’t you see you’re going to be all alone?
You’ve pushed us away for so long
We are practically out the door.

She loved you but you couldn’t see
All the things she meant to be
With every day the heart grows fonder
In this case, the days grew quieter

With every rain drop tears fell at night
Holding in the anger that made everything alright
Now it’s in the open a relationship that barely exists
Separate lives, one house, not a home
But a reminder of what isn’t there anymore.

We hope and we pray that everything will be alright
Scared to move forward
Staying in something that isn’t right
Pretending everything is okay
Is killing the way I feel
Wondering if love is even real.

Does it always go away?
Or does true love really exist?
Two people, one world, one love
In the end does it all even matter?
Or do we keep moving forward
Pretending that life is going to be okay
Scared to move on
Scared of the world
Scared to be alone
Living in a lie that will never be home.

© Written by: kristin nicole 2012