When I see you

When I see you

When I see you
I think of her
Wondering if she’s happy
Wondering what went wrong
Why couldn’t I see she was the one?

I tried to move on
Pretend that I was happy
But deep down I’ll never forget
That in the hearts of all hearts I let the best of me go
And when I think of her
She’s all I’ll ever know.

I moved forward with my life
I have someone new
And although a part of me loves her
It will never be you.

You were the one that knew me best
The good with the bad
But I was so stupid to think you would never leave
I was stupid to think I had you
That you would never run away
But when I broke your heart
You had no words to say

I begged you to listen
I begged you to speak
But when I looked at you
You were no longer weak.

You were filled with anger
But you didn’t shed a single tear
Instead I was the one drowning out all my fears
We sat there in silence and you looked in a daze
When I tried to reach you
You were nowhere in sight
When I left that day
It broke me in half
Because I knew that it was over
And you were never coming back.

©kristin nicole – 2012