She was a ***** and left me! I told her she needed me to take care of her illness but she wouldn’t listen! Is it wrong that I feel she got what she deserved?
Just because she left you does not mean you should be happy about her dieing of cancer. I am assuming you knew about her cancer because you stated “I told her she needed me to take care of her illness but she wouldn’t listen”, Did you ever think that perhaps she didn’t want you to go through loosing her to an illness that would ultimately end her life? Maybe she didn’t want you seeing her like that, and she knew that her cancer was more deadly then she led on to you? Or perhaps did you ever think that maybe now knowing that she did pass away from cancer that her leaving you was a little easier than having to watch her die? There are many different ways you can look at this, but to be happy she died of cancer just because she left you is just out right mean. No one deserves to have such a horrible illness and die in that way. No matter how much you may feel she hurt you for leaving you, remember not to judge those going through something you and I would know nothing about. Being there for someone with an illness this severe is hard, but being that person going through with the illness is unimaginable. You need to forgive her for letting you go, forgive and let that hate you hold for her out of you, because living with that hatred inside is not going to help you move forward.
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